Extrovert or an introvert.
I think we all live phases in our lives. I have been a very collected kids, very aware of my surroundings, feelings and opinions from a very small age. I always thought to myself (back as a kid), that it was a good thing. I overcame the lonely times with plans in life- plans like participating in anything and everything. There wasn't ever a dance recital I didn't participate. In school I proclaimed and breathed that I was the teacher's pet. I would receive guests, participate in the Exhibition committee, wrote poems for 's classmates, the school magazine, made scrapbooks -like they were to be displayed at the Sotheby's. Basically, in everything. But I never really realized what was it that made me so hyper. Hyper to be part of everything. Everywhere. It was what I later learnt - was about 'The fear of being left out.' I feared that the world's spin would miss me. I was so innocent yet so full of life. But as all therapists, people who study people say -...